im not a princess.. this ain't a FAIRYTALE :c

i missed him a lot. what should i do ? haiizz.. naiinis na ko. lagi na lang ba ganito ? e pwede q naman xa muna kalimutan pansamantala ?? haiiyy.. sana nga gnun kadali db ? im not a fighter. either a strong one. bakit pa kc nmen klangan mgkhiwalay.. haiy.. ang hrap,, suuuuper na tlga tong depression ko. hnd q alam pnu muna i-separate ung mind q sa knya. alam q nman na bblik xa, pero bkt b iniicp q pa ung hnd dpat problemahin ?!
bahala na tlaga.. wala na q maicp na ibang way pra kht pnu d q muna xa icpn..

* bahala na talaga.

I'm now a Lizzie addict!!

wo0o! a great movie!! nkakaaddict!! i looooooove lizzie na sooobra!! ehehe. hMmp.

movie marathon! :D

we've watched MONSTERS vs. ALiENS yesterday. :))
happy sooobra!
im with my best-est buddy.. ram ram!
haiiiy..
anxaya tlg khpon..
:D :D :D
and then..
window shopping..
waaaaaaaa..!
shop 'till he drops!
ahehehe!
* ayw nia nun ihh :D
hmmm..
bsta.,
sooo apee ysterday..
soooo apee.. :)

gradweyt na ko!! :D

yeeepeee!!!
college life hir i cum..!!!

relief!

oh yeah,.
ntpus ndn ang aking interview..
wuuu.
mkk2log ndn aq ng mhimbing!
haaaaiii..

:D

candymag's FACE OF THE WEEK :)

kht aq d dn mkpnwla ehh ^^
nyahaha!
i won't 4get dis d8:
MARCH 18,2009 c:
i just found out nung my ngcomment saken sa FS qu.
here's wat she sed:

`hmm nice..
hav u seen d candymag website?
face of d week kpla..
well delpan e haha tc!`

ayan!
haaiii..
uber msaya aqu :)
isn't it obvious?
nyahaha!
mnsn lng yan n0h!!
bhira lng dn mpili jn.
and i was blessed for having dis FACE.
(ayeep! XD)
nyahah!
wg kna pumalag!
site q nman 2 ehh!
kung h8 m mga cnsb q,
d gmwa ka ng sriling site m!
bleh :p
hahaha!

prom night :))

waahh!! this is it!!
i can't understand what i feel..
KINAKABAHAN...??
am i HAPPY..?
or probably EXCITED..??
aagghh!
di ko ma-explain ehh!
haiiiyy..
anyways..
i am now preparing for the special night mmya :)
(well. later pa naman dadating ang aking make-up artist kea OL muna ako. heehee)
uhhhmm..
how i wish this prom will be memorable :)
hmmm?
anu kea..
mgi2ng prom queen b?
ahaha!
sana :(
if that happens, this will be the most memorable night for me!
haaiiyy..
goodluck nlng smin mmya..
ooohh..

i ♥ this day :p

horoscope for 2day..

galing nman.. aus 2ng horoscope q aahh.. hehehe.. mkrelate b dw sken naun?? hahah! kc nman.. wulah xa.. d kme nkpgbonding.. haii.. kea i2 sb ni horoscope q naun:

Nothing is more important than getting a handle on your emotions. They've been going up and down and all over the place for a while now, which is fine -- but this unpredictability has got to end soon. This is a phase in your life where you should try to organize your feelings in order to better understand and work through them. Sort through negative feelings and toss out the jealousy or regret that just doesn't matter any more. You are moving on and you need to leave that junk behind.

oha.. tama xa.. nega aqu naun.. nna mejo nwwla.. sb na ehh.. bblik ult.. pero auku mfeel toh.. xado ko selfish kung gnito iniicp q..
pra s knya nman dn un ehh..
haiii.. oo nlng..
ang hrap ipilit ung hnd m kya gwin..
*sigh.

i hate it when dis happens.. :(

aun..
super sad 2day..
ewan q ba..
aaahh..

im feeling so lost agen..
nako..
nauso pa kc 2ng emote2 na 2 ehh..
auku ng gnito..
OMG..
help?
pls..
waaaahhh..

Miss Intrams 2009.. 2nd placer :]

i won 2nd place ..!

didn't expect it ..!

wew ..

ang sarap pakinggan ng title..

hehehe..

"Miss Intrams 2009, 2nd placer"

yAho0o0o!! :))

CAT training. ?

aun. share q lng na my training kme bkas. hahaha! buraot si sir knna (epz kc eh! la manlang phinga!!) haiiiy. bkas la psok.. (yes! rest day! wo0ohh..!) waaa.. lapit na laban q..! waaa waa at super WAAA!!! sa monday naaa.. sna tlg d n maulit ung dati.. ugggghh.. they'll see what they want na tlg! bhala na! dis is it na tlg..! nyahaha!! xcited ?! hahaha.. happy nman naun.. well? (happy nga b ?!) ou na.. hehehe.. la pa result ng poetry writing ehhh.. :) aun lng nman. hehehe.?

bati na kami :)

haiiiy.. after wat happened yesterday.. at last! ok na ulit ang tandem namen..! nyahaha! aun. as usual, kulitan n2man. kktpos lng nmen mnuod ng PANAGHOY SA SUBA ehhh.. aun, late na cla umwi.. mga 9.30? hehehe. haiiiy. sarap ng feeling tlg pg la mxdo ngbobother sau n0h ?! sna laging gnito. la lage iniicp. haiiy. sna ms ok pa sa mga su2nod na arw.. :] i♥u ram.. so much!

wat hav i done n2man bahhh.. naiinis nq sa mga gngawa q.. haiiiy.. im so rude na tlg sa kanya.. hai, o pano, eto n2man ako,. waaa..! my conscience is killing me!!! nakokonsensya ako grabeee. haii. sana ok lng xa, sa kabila ng pngiiwang gnwa q knna. (well, umwi nman dn aq mgisa, asar nga eh, AWKWARDNESS. uGgHh..buruha kxe aq!) aun, umwi aq magisa, tas un. la lng. 2lala sa kawalan. iniicp ung gnawang ksalanan nia. baliw kxe ko. naku nman. bkt b kc aq gnito. feeling q 2loy naun, HE DOESN"T DESERVE ME. wuuu. grabe tlga aq knna. SUPER SAMA KO. as in!!! bsta, pg 2mwg xa. as usual! SORRY. i'll apologize. mgsosorry ang baliw. haiiiy. anu b nmang buhay toh. kea mnsn naicp q, i shud be better off A-L-O-N-E. kc nman. ang sama2 q. hai hai hai. i fil sorry for myself tlg.. sana d q nlng gnwa un. sana bnabaan q ung PRIDENESS q. d sana kht d kme mgksama umwi eh pntag aq naun. baliw kc aq. CRAZY tlga!! STUPIDITY!!! such a MORON..!! T_T

separation .. :(

haiiiy.. vacation's almost coming :(
auku pa ...
malapit na ang "hell day" ko.
naman kc..
do we deserve this kind of scenario ??
un tipong..
KAME BA TALAGA ??
or..
ARE WE DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER ??
haaiii..
wala n b tlgang paraan ??
almost 4 yrs dn un!
kakayanin q kaya ??
i hope so..
haii..
so sad tlga..
but i think..
this is for our own good.
if we are for each other,
then..
kame prin 'till the end, right?
bhala na..
who knows..
pero sana..
our love will make a way..

someday.. ♥



---> i've answered this quiz @ candymag.com..
and it came up with this result:

Last Chance
We're not fortune-tellers. But we do know this: "Separation might help you define your feelings," suggest Elizabeth Buckner, PH.D., a clinical psychologist in Weston Massachusetts, who's counseled dozens of couples through breakups and make-ups. "You'll find out if you really miss him or not if you felt some relief in your new freedom." Long-distance relationships need a lot of work, and now is a good time to decide if your guy's worth it. "You need patience and a willingness not to take the easy way out," says Jenny. "The couple has to agree that if the relationship is really good, then it's worth keeping it going." Trust your instincts, and don't try to prolong something that was flawless as a fling, but has no chance of becoming a forever thing.